Thursday 5 July 2012

the thread that had to be stopped



here's the thread that had to be stopped at spiritual teachers.org

My posts were deleted, I was banned, and the thread was moved. I was eventually let back in and posted screenshots of the deleted posts at page 4; you be the judge.


Dry Well



You think you need to understand to see. Understand WHAT? You think if you get your head far enough UP your ASS you will see sunshine? WRONG.

You need to SEE, to understand. Seeing is believing because when you see, you KNOW. Then you believe.

As long as you believe without SEEING, you just let yourself be conned. You will never understand.

You think understanding will help you to see? You invent half-baked systems of knowledge and emotional yardsticks to determine if you are making PROGRESS. JOKE!

Progress is a LIE based on a linear "understanding" of existence that is not the result of SEEING but of believing. In a linear "understanding" of "existence," you are going to die, and all progress is - guess what? DECAY!

Spiritual progress is a mystical oxy-MORON and the mystical moron is you. You believe in something you have never seen because it does not exist except through your idiot belief.

I cannot set you free. You're the only idiot here who can draw back the curtain and see what's behind it. But I can help you to SEE the curtain: the same way everything can help you to see, by mirroring your phony baloney beliefs back at you, and revealing the tears and tatters of your leprous & crab-ridden "understanding" - until you see that the cloak you hide behind doesn't hide your ugly mug, the house you take shelter in doesn't keep you dry, the ground you stand on doesn't support you, and that you are well and truly FUCKED, from your balls (or ovaries, let's not be sexist) to your bones.

Then, when you fall on your knees and cry "FUCKIN' WHY??" to the sky, I will drag you to your feet and TELL you why. Because you are finally starting to SEE.

Sucks, don't it? And everything is up after that. You have reached the bottom of the dry well you call "spirituality."

Now cry Halle-fucking-lujah.

Sunday 1 July 2012

THIS BLOG WILL SELF-DESTRUCT IN T-MINUS "SNAP THE FUCK OUT OF IT"



What can you expect at this blog?

VANITY? YES!

EGO? YES!

INSECURITY? YES!

JOIN MY MOVEMENT. RECOMMEND THIS BLOG TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS (& ESPECIALLY ENEMIES).

FEED MY EGO!!

FEED IT TILL IT GETS SO BLOATED THAT IT BURSTS AND THEN FEEL THE JOY OF BEING SPLATTERED WITH HARRY’S EGO-DEATH EJACULATIONS, AND SCARRED BY MOLTEN JAVA JISM FOR LIFE!

THE END CAN JUSTIFY THE MEANS, SO LONG AS THE MEANS DO NOT OBSCURE THE END.

The medium is the message.

When Harry stops cussing, Harry will have nothing to say.



“Real thinking is invariably destructive and pain-causing.” (Our Lord Jed)

Each of you has a “FUCK YOU” festering inside. You keep it there and then you let it out with whoever you feel SAFE enough to show your bile to. Usually that’s your “near and dear ones,” those poor, useless, well-meaning saps who let you get close enough to VOMIT ALL OVER THEM.

You are a WIMP, A COWARD, & A BULLY. There’s a REAL “enemy” out there, and in here, and if you want to wield the sword of your WRATH wisely and justly, you better get to know it like your own SKIN.

The purpose of this blog is not creative. It’s DESTRUCTIVE. It is for spiritual seekers who are finding out how strong a stomach they need to keep up the search. Why? Because the STENCH OF RATS underneath the floorboards of the Gompa is distracting them from their mantras, and the real Burning Question is slowly becoming: “Can I make it to the bathroom before I THROW UP?!”


We are filled up with spiritual beliefs, ideas, concepts, and convictions. We have gurus, archons, ancestors and spirit guides. Do you have the guts to see the shit-stains on their shorts and sniff them for yourselves to see how badly you have been CONNED? All I am claiming here is a reasonably high level of disillusionment, dig?

The function of thought is NEGATIVE, not positive. You will need a healthy supply of VITRIOL to burn through the silken robes or the hemp rags of your delusions. Logic well-applied will TAKE from you, not give. Anytime I spout unfounded conceptual BS posing as higher knowledge, I expect be be CALLED ON MY BULLSHIT and suitably CHASTISED.

This isn’t a recycling center. If you want to sift through the trash-heap of spirituality at which you have unwittingly been feeding, whatever you find that has no actual function and value in our day-to-day existences—WILL GET BURNED. And the enemy will know you have been here by the columns of black smoke trailing behind you.